Sunday, March 1, 2009

Jealousy?

Jealous, plagues the abyss of mind...
He's my guy you see; not your f*cked up find...
Don't try to lay your grimmy fingers on him...
You think you'll win but your chances seem grim...
Your charms are foul; your tactics appaul...
I wish you were dead, can't wait for your fall...
You can fool some but cant you see...
Your game's busted, courtesy me!
Jus' get the f*ck out of here before I kick your ass...
I'll shatter all your lame attempts like a sugar glass...
I scream and yell, pull my hair and shout...
The monster within me has been let out...
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I try to make you stay away from her...
You know I hate her but you don't stir...
She is just a friend is all I get...
I cant stand her one bit why do you forget...
Calm down, take it easy, dont react that way...
Its hard to live like this, I die each day...
I know you're mine, I dont wana share you...
Her presence rocks my faith, and you know thats true...
The feeling inside me is filling my heart...
I don't want jealousy to tear me apart...
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I can't imagine I wrote such things - back in my teenage lovelorn days...dont feel such emotion anymore (fortunately/unfortunately)

3 comments:

laddu said...

yup jealousy can lead u nowhere.. liked d way u have expressed urself....:):)

Kapila Pande said...

hey thanks laddu...i know jealousy the green eyed monster just ends up destroying your peace of mind - which is why i dont feel this way anymore...:D its a pretty old piece

Unknown said...

I really liked it.It is very real dipiction of jealosusy.I mean thats how I felt when my girl was cheating on me.
I like the line "i dont want to share you" ...reminds me of the feeling when she said "i love you"...yet ,i saw the sms which told it all...,and like you said, it destroyed my peace of mind for 6 months that was back in 2007

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